You think you are strong enough. You think you don't need anyone. You think you have moved on. It is said that if you carry on the same activity for 13 consecutive days , it becomes a habit. Its been more than 3 months of me trying to get over you, funnily this still hasn't become a habit. Rather thinking of you the moment I get up in the morning is a habit, coming online just to see when was the last time you were online is a damn habit, waking every morning hoping to find one message from you is a habit. I know how much it hurts to see my brother playing counterstrike on the computer, or how i quickly skip Terrible Things by Mayday Parade on my Ipod, or talking to people who were our friends or randomly seeing your profile on social media and finding you still have that picture of ours up or how my heart leaps when I see you still wearing the band i gave you. I have done everything i could to keep my mind off you. I have tried gosh. I have. But how exactly do you try to forget someone who is engraved within every damn cell of yours? At days like today, i feel like curling up into a ball and never leaving the bed. But these days happen just everyday. " When you sleep with a broken heart waking up is the hardest part"
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