I wonder what you think of when you're tired,
Or what you do when you feel like you're out of your mind,
Do you just go somewhere to unwind,
Or stay up late thinking of the moments you want to rewind.
I wonder how you breathe when your chest feels tight,
Do you feel like stopping and not wanting to fight?
And then just give up cause nothing feels right,
How do you go on when there seems to be no light?
I wonder what you tell yourself when you want to stop,
Do you just think you'll never ever reach the top?
Do you just feel like you're going around endless lap?
And just succumb to the pain and forever take a nap?
I wonder what goes in your head so you'll again try,
Don't you feel scared of facing another lie?
And then find yourself crying late at night,
With your heart broken and you asking God, "why?".